生命有限，真愛無涯

Our love story has a time limit. I don’t want to see you cry for me for the rest of my life. I can’t see your tears rolling down your red cheeks. I want to see you happy in this short time. I want to die without regret.

It was summer when I was ten， I heard doctor say to mommy and daddy that I have leukemia[白血病] (blood cancer) and it would be hard for me to live the age of 21 unless I had a spinal cord transplant[脊髓移植]. I heard it and you heard it too. You heard your daddy say it to my mommy and daddy. I didn’t cry but you did. It’s the first time someone besides my family cried for me. From then on， we were always together. We wrote our promises on a piece of paper. I promised to marry you when I grew up and you were willing to be my bride.

Our love story has a time limit. I want to decorate[裝飾] your face with a smile. I am willing to sacrifice[犧牲] anything just to see the smile on your face. I want to remember each part of your face before I really can’t see it anymore.

Eight years after that， we were still together and you grew up and became a beautiful angel. I liked to see you play volleyball. The way you jumped， the way you celebrated your victory， the way you handled the game. You were the apple of my eye[心愛的人或物]. I loved you， my angel. I couldn’t always stay by your side because I was a burden. Then I decided to move to another school. Mommy and daddy agreed to let me choose my favorite school when I was in senior high school. I moved to another school without you knowing it but you still caught my eye. You entered the same school as I was. You said you didn’t want to be separated with me because you were my girlfriend. Yes， that was true， you were my beloved girlfriend. But I couldn’t let you waste your life by being with me. I acted rude to you and you left me with tears rolling down your lovely cheeks. Your eyes were blurred[模糊] with tears and I could see pain in them. I didn’t mean to be like that.

Our love story has a time limit. I want to spend the rest my life with you but I can’t stand to see you cry. When you are with me， you always cry. It makes me hurt to see you cry. I love you more than anything in this world， my beloved angel.

On my 20th birthday， you didn’t celebrate it for me like you always did. It was winter and I liked winter because it could numb[使麻木] all my pain and all my feeling. When I stared out of the window of the hospital， someone knocked the door. Yes， I was hospitalized[住院] again to be checked up. It was you who knocked on the door. You brought a cake and put it in front of me. You asked me to make a wish. Did you know what I wished for that day? I wished that you would always be happy even though I was not in this mortal[人的] world anymore. I blew out the candle and you put the cake aside. You took out something for the pocket from your coat. A present for me; a four-leaf clover[苜蓿] necklace. You said it would bring luck to the owner. You stared me in the eyes， the eyes that I liked so much and said to me to never leave you. I knew my condition well and I knew my time was running out. That day I took you on a date. We went to the place that you and I both like. We spent all day smiling and laughing. That’s what I wanted all my life， your smile and laughter. That night after our date， my condition got worse. I even had to wear an oxygen mask[氧氣罩] but I asked your father and my family to say nothing about that. The day after my unforgettable birthday， I asked permission from my family and your father to take you out. They already knew it so they granted my wish.

Our love story has a time limit. This will be the first and the last letter I have ever written to you. I know today is my time but I don’t want to die in my hospital bed. I want to die with you by my side at our favorite place， the flower garden. I am sorry I can’t keep my promise to marry you but I want you to know that I will always love you. I have wished to become your guardian angel when I leave. Goodbye and remember that I will always love you， my beloved angel.

我們的愛情故事有一個(gè)期限。我不想在余生里一直看著你為我哭泣。我無法看著淚水從你嫣紅的臉頰上滑落。我想在這段短暫的日子里看到你開心快樂，便死而無憾了。

十歲那年的夏天，我聽見醫(yī)生對(duì)爸爸媽媽說我得了白血?。ㄑ?，除非做骨髓移植手術(shù)，否則很難活到21歲。我聽見了，你也聽見了。你聽見你的爸爸向我父母說明情況。我沒有哭，你卻哭了。有家人以外的人為我哭泣，這是我有生以來第一次。從那時(shí)開始，我們總是粘在一起。我們?cè)谝粡埣埳蠈懴挛覀兊氖募s。我約定等我長大就娶你，你也愿意做我的新娘。

我們的愛情故事有一個(gè)期限。我想用笑容裝點(diǎn)你的面龐。只要能看到你的笑顏，我愿意付出任何代價(jià)。在我再也無法看到你之前，我要牢記你的每一分音容笑貌。

八年之后，我們依然在一起，你出落成一個(gè)美麗的天使。我喜歡看你打排球——你蹦蹦跳跳，慶祝勝利，沉著應(yīng)戰(zhàn)。你是我的寶貝。我愛你，我的天使。我不能一直待在你身邊，因?yàn)槲沂莻€(gè)負(fù)擔(dān)。后來我決定轉(zhuǎn)學(xué)。讀高中時(shí)，爸爸媽媽讓我自行選擇喜歡的學(xué)校。我沒有告訴你便去了另一所學(xué)校，但我又看見你了。你也入讀了同一所高中。你說你不想和我分開，因?yàn)槟闶俏业呐笥?。是的，確實(shí)沒錯(cuò)，你是我心愛的女朋友。但我不能讓你和我一起浪費(fèi)生命。我對(duì)你粗魯無禮，你離開了，淚珠滑過你可愛的臉頰。你淚眼模糊，我能看到你眼中的痛苦。我并不想這樣對(duì)你。

我們的愛情故事有一個(gè)期限。我想和你共度余生，但我無法看著你哭。和我在一起時(shí)，你總是在哭。我看著你的淚顏，難過極了。我愛你勝過世上一切，我心愛的天使。

我20歲生日那天，你沒有像往常那樣為我慶祝。那是個(gè)冬天，我喜歡冬天，因?yàn)槎炷苈楸晕宜械耐纯嗪透杏X。正當(dāng)我凝視著醫(yī)院的窗外，有人敲響了房門。是的，我又住院了，為了做檢查。是你在敲門。你帶來了蛋糕，將它放在我的面前。你讓我許個(gè)愿。你知道那天我的愿望是什么嗎？我希望你永遠(yuǎn)快樂，即使我已不在人世。我吹熄了蠟燭，你便將蛋糕放在一邊，從大衣口袋里拿出了什么東西。那是給我的禮物，一條四葉草項(xiàng)鏈。你說它能給佩戴者帶來好運(yùn)。你用我深愛的那雙眸子凝視著我，讓我永遠(yuǎn)不要離開你。我說不出話來，也無法答應(yīng)你。我很清楚自己的狀況，也知道自己時(shí)日無多。那一天，我?guī)闳ゼs會(huì)。我們?nèi)チ四阄叶枷矚g的地方，一整天都在盡情歡笑。那就是我一生所求——你的笑容與笑聲。約會(huì)結(jié)束后的那天晚上，我的狀況惡化，甚至要用上氧氣罩，但我讓你父親和我的家人什么都不要說。在我那難忘的生日之后的第二天，我請(qǐng)求家人和你父親同意我?guī)愠鋈?。他們都知道我快不行了，滿足了我的愿望。

我們的愛情故事有一個(gè)期限。這將是我寫給你的第一封——也是最后一封信。我知道今天便是我的大限，但我不想死在病床上。我想死在我們最喜歡的那個(gè)花園里，有你陪在我身邊。對(duì)不起，我無法兌現(xiàn)娶你的諾言，但我希望你知道我永遠(yuǎn)愛你。我希望我在離世后能變成你的守護(hù)天使。再見了，我心愛的天使，別忘了，我永遠(yuǎn)愛你。