有過(guò)風(fēng)，有過(guò)雨，有過(guò)笑，有過(guò)淚

文/Saryyeva Jahan 譯/ 李敏

我是蘭州交通大學(xué)國(guó)際教育學(xué)院管理崗位外籍教師。我叫Saryyeva Jahan，中文名加漢，參加的“加”，漢字的“漢”。這個(gè)名字是從我的土庫(kù)曼斯坦名字音譯過(guò)來(lái)的。多年以前我從沒(méi)有想過(guò)會(huì)和中國(guó)結(jié)下這么深的緣分。記得上初中的時(shí)候，我第一次從課本上知道了瓷器、絲綢、茶，知道了有著上下五千年歷史的國(guó)家叫中國(guó)。那時(shí)候我就在想，如果有機(jī)會(huì)去親眼看看這個(gè)國(guó)家該多好啊！但沒(méi)有想到，我不僅在中國(guó)完成了學(xué)業(yè)，也開(kāi)啟了職業(yè)生涯。

兩次來(lái)華留學(xué)

機(jī)緣巧合，2008年我經(jīng)過(guò)重重考核選拔，終于成為蘭州交通大學(xué)的一名留學(xué)生。能去中國(guó)留學(xué)讓我感到非常驕傲和自豪，我十分珍惜在中國(guó)學(xué)習(xí)的機(jī)會(huì)。但是萬(wàn)事開(kāi)頭難，漢語(yǔ)難度、文化差異、飲食差異都讓我感到無(wú)所適從。但我很快調(diào)整了狀態(tài)，因?yàn)槲抑烙弥R(shí)來(lái)充實(shí)自己是必不可少的，所以我始終堅(jiān)持以學(xué)習(xí)為中心，同時(shí)注重創(chuàng)造能力、身體素質(zhì)等方面的綜合提高，努力成為一名優(yōu)秀的留學(xué)生。

2013年臨近大學(xué)畢業(yè)，經(jīng)過(guò)激烈的競(jìng)爭(zhēng)和層層選拔，我被中國(guó)石油集團(tuán)土庫(kù)曼斯坦分公司人事部門(mén)聘用，成為這一充滿友愛(ài)、朝氣蓬勃的集體的一員。我很快適應(yīng)了工作環(huán)境，也非常喜歡自己的工作，同時(shí)很熱愛(ài)我所工作的公司和團(tuán)隊(duì)。這是一個(gè)充滿和睦氛圍，團(tuán)結(jié)友愛(ài)的集體。帶領(lǐng)我們團(tuán)隊(duì)的總經(jīng)理是一位優(yōu)秀的中國(guó)人，他勤奮敬業(yè)，有很強(qiáng)的專(zhuān)業(yè)技術(shù)能力和豐富的管理經(jīng)驗(yàn)。在他的帶領(lǐng)下，我積累了許多在課本上學(xué)習(xí)不到的知識(shí)。我剛參加工作時(shí)經(jīng)驗(yàn)欠缺、畏首畏尾，是友好的同事們幫助了我。我是個(gè)性格開(kāi)朗、穩(wěn)重、有活力、真誠(chéng)的人，工作認(rèn)真負(fù)責(zé)，積極主動(dòng)，能吃苦耐勞，最重要的是我學(xué)習(xí)能力特別強(qiáng)，不到兩個(gè)月的時(shí)間已經(jīng)掌握了人事部門(mén)的工作。在公司工作了整整三年，兩次被評(píng)為“優(yōu)秀員工”。

I am a foreign teacher in a management position at the School of International Education of Lanzhou Jiaotong University. My name is SARYYEVA JAHAN, and in Chinese, it is from a pronunciation of my name, Jiahan. Before, I never thought I would have such a deep bond with China. When I was in high school, I learned about China, the country with a rich history of over five thousand years from textbooks, especially about porcelain, silk, and tea. I always wondered if I could ever see China with my own eyes and feel it! It was like a dream. I never imagined being a student at one of the wellknown universities in China and getting an excellent opportunity to start my career here in this fascinating country.

Study in China twice

By the way, in 2008, I passed entrance exams for excellent performance and finally became a student of Lanzhou Jiaotong University. I am incredibly honored and grateful to study in China.It makes me immensely proud, and I value the opportunity to study in China. In the beginning, I met difficulties adapting to a new place, especially in learning the Chinese language. It is tough enough to master a new language, let alone trying to get used to a different culture, food, and traditions. However, I adapted quickly,because I know if you keep learning and continuously expanding your knowledge, you can overcome any difficulties. So that is why I always insist on learning. At the same time, I paid enough attention to developing my overall creativity, which helped me become an excellent international student.

In 2013, just before graduation, after facing the fierce competition, I was hired by China Petroleum Group Branch in Turkmenistan for the department of Human Resources (HR). I became a member of a friendly, energetic team. I worked hard and quickly adapted to the new working environment. I liked my job very much, and I was doing well there. I had a great time, and I worked with great pleasure for our company. By taking care of its employees, the company created a harmonious atmosphere of unity and friendship. The General Manager of the Company led our team. He is a hardworking,dedicated man, of noble character, with sound professional abilities.Under his leadership, I have gained a lot of expert knowledge and practical skills that one cannot find in a textbook. I came to the company in a very inexperienced and timid way, but the friendly staff made me feel more comfortable. In any case, I am a cheerful,energetic person with a strong sense of responsibility. I believe in team spirit, hard work, I can accept any challenge, and I can adapt to work under pressure. The most important thing about me is that I have a strong ability to learn new things. In less than two months,I mastered the work of Human Resources. I have been with the company for three years, and during this time, I was honored as an“excellent staff” twice.

2011年5月，加漢在蘭州參加第四屆“漢語(yǔ)橋”在華留學(xué)生漢語(yǔ)大賽

我在中國(guó)石油集團(tuán)土庫(kù)曼斯坦分公司工作的時(shí)候，發(fā)現(xiàn)了自己在人力資源工作方面的潛質(zhì)，學(xué)習(xí)是永無(wú)止境的。就在這時(shí)候，“機(jī)會(huì)女神”再一次向我拋來(lái)了橄欖枝，2016年9月我又一次來(lái)到中國(guó)，在中國(guó)石油大學(xué)（北京）攻讀碩士學(xué)位。在土庫(kù)曼斯坦，能去中國(guó)公費(fèi)留學(xué)是一件非常榮耀的事，我竟然去了兩次，這種自豪可想而知。非常感謝父母支持我在中國(guó)留學(xué)，我也沒(méi)有辜負(fù)他們的希望，學(xué)習(xí)上一直很刻苦努力，保持良好的成績(jī)。不管在蘭州還是在北京，除了課堂學(xué)習(xí)我還積極參與校內(nèi)外的活動(dòng)。我們有句俗語(yǔ)：“只有走過(guò)那條路的人才真正了解它。”參加活動(dòng)不僅有助于提高我們留學(xué)生的漢語(yǔ)水平，而且?guī)椭覀冋嬲亓私庵袊?guó)的文化。我見(jiàn)識(shí)了豐富多彩、各式各樣的中國(guó)飲食文化。中國(guó)菜肴確實(shí)別有風(fēng)味，一旦習(xí)慣了，你就會(huì)不知不覺(jué)地愛(ài)上它。

加入蘭州交通大學(xué)

能在中國(guó)工作是我夢(mèng)寐以求的事，我再次成為那個(gè)幸運(yùn)兒。2019年我被蘭州交通大學(xué)聘用，我非常珍惜在蘭州交通大學(xué)工作的機(jī)會(huì)。

剛到蘭州交通大學(xué)時(shí)，我的任務(wù)是協(xié)助組織來(lái)華留學(xué)生的文藝、體育活動(dòng)，主要是負(fù)責(zé)來(lái)自中亞土庫(kù)曼斯坦、哈薩克斯坦等國(guó)學(xué)生的舞蹈彩排。接到這份工作時(shí)，我暗自高興，這不就是我學(xué)生時(shí)代經(jīng)常干的事嗎？可真正做這個(gè)工作時(shí)，卻發(fā)現(xiàn)并沒(méi)有想象中那么容易，遇到了許多問(wèn)題。比如，剛開(kāi)始學(xué)生們都不把我當(dāng)老師，我說(shuō)的話他們根本不聽(tīng)，彩排時(shí)十分懶散，遲到是常有的事。我十分生氣，氣他們太懶，可仔細(xì)想想，每個(gè)人都有惰性。于是彩排時(shí)如果人到不齊，我不大吼大叫，但是規(guī)定人員不到齊不能開(kāi)始練習(xí)。這些早早到場(chǎng)的同學(xué)坐不住了，他們不想浪費(fèi)時(shí)間，開(kāi)始打電話叫那些未到的學(xué)生，而那些經(jīng)常遲到的學(xué)生因?yàn)槊孀訂?wèn)題也不好意思再遲到了。慢慢地，學(xué)生們知道我是他們的老師，開(kāi)始認(rèn)真對(duì)待我布置的任務(wù)了。

While working at the Human Resources department, I found out that I had a suitable potential in this area, but I never stopped learning. It was an incredible surprise of my fate; I got the second chance to study in China. In September 2016, I came to China again for my master's degree program at the China University of Petroleum (Beijing). It is a great honor to go to China to study with a government scholarship program in Turkmenistan, but it happened to me twice. I will always be grateful for the opportunity to study in China. I am very thankful to my parents for supporting my studies in China. I will still do my best to live up to my parents' hopes and expectations. I love exploring. I am a hardworking student in general. When I was a student, whether in Lanzhou or Beijing, I still actively participated in events organized by the schools. We have a saying: “Only those who walk down the road understand what that is.” Participating in these events helped me improve my understanding level and helped me to understand Chinese culture fully. I have seen a variety of Chinese food culture. Chinese cuisine is unique, and once you get used to it,you will unconsciously fall in love with it.

Join Lanzhou Jiaotong University

To work in China was my dream; I became that lucky woman again.In 2019 I was hired by Lanzhou Jiaotong University. I cherish the opportunity to work heve very much.

Right after the arrival at Lanzhou Jiaotong University, they assigned me to assist in organizing the culture and sports activities of international students. I was mainly responsible for the dance rehearsals of students from Central Asian countries, like Turkmenistan, Kazakhstan, and other countries. When I got this job,I was secretly happy, isn't that what I used to do as a student? But when you do the job, it's not as easy as you thought. You face lots of problems. For example, at first, the students didn't treat me as a teacher, they did not listen to me, they were very lazy in rehearsals,and being late was a common thing. I was furious at first, because they were too lazy, and I had to think carefully. Everyone has inertia. So I didn't yell at anyone at every rehearsal, but I couldn't start practicing. The students who arrived early did not want to waste their time and started calling the students who had not come.The late students often felt embarrassed by their tardiness. Slowly,the students knew I was their teacher and began to take my tasks seriously.

My colleagues and I completed the “Green Spring Longyuan” art performance with the performance “Rhyme of the Yellow River,” jointly sponsored by the publicity Department of Gansu Provincial Party Committee of CPC,Gansu Provincial Department of Culture and Tourism, and the Education Department of Gansu Province.Gradually, I realized that being a teacher is not easy, and being recognized as a good teacher by the students is even harder. I think that the teacher's job is to convey hope and love. Because of my love for China and Chinese culture, I have chosen to work at Lanzhou Jiaotong University. Although there will always be difficulties at work, I am incredibly grateful to my leaders and colleagues, who always patiently teach me how to solve problems.

我和同事們順利完成了由中共甘肅省委宣傳部、甘肅省文化和旅游廳、甘肅省教育廳共同主辦的“春綠隴原”文藝演出——《黃河之韻 五洲同唱》，由來(lái)自五湖四海的蘭州交通大學(xué)的留學(xué)生們展示不同民族文化。我慢慢意識(shí)到當(dāng)老師不容易，當(dāng)一名被學(xué)生認(rèn)可的好老師更是難上加難。我一直認(rèn)為老師是一份傳遞希望與愛(ài)的工作，因?yàn)閷?duì)中國(guó)和中國(guó)文化的熱愛(ài)，我選擇到蘭州交通大學(xué)工作，那我就要熱愛(ài)我的工作、熱愛(ài)我的學(xué)生。雖然在工作中總會(huì)遇到困難，但我真的感謝我的領(lǐng)導(dǎo)和同事們，他們總是耐心地教我如何解決問(wèn)題。

我在中國(guó)生活、學(xué)習(xí)及工作已經(jīng)很多年了，這些日子里有過(guò)風(fēng)、有過(guò)雨、有過(guò)笑、有過(guò)淚，這讓在中國(guó)留學(xué)、工作的我，增長(zhǎng)了見(jiàn)識(shí)，也體會(huì)了差異。中國(guó)文化已經(jīng)走進(jìn)我的生活，悄悄改變了我的生活。我記得剛來(lái)的時(shí)候什么都是陌生的，但是現(xiàn)在中國(guó)是我第二個(gè)家，我愛(ài)中國(guó)就像愛(ài)我的國(guó)家、我的家庭。

疫情下留在中國(guó)

我在中國(guó)過(guò)了很多個(gè)春節(jié)，但2020年的春節(jié)讓我永生難忘。我們收到了學(xué)校新冠肺炎疫情應(yīng)急防控工作的通知。當(dāng)時(shí)也沒(méi)有意識(shí)到新冠肺炎疫情的嚴(yán)峻性，更沒(méi)想到疫情很快到蘭州了。但在新聞上看到，中國(guó)國(guó)家主席習(xí)近平在親自開(kāi)會(huì)部署疫情防控，那么多醫(yī)生護(hù)士馳援武漢，千千萬(wàn)萬(wàn)志愿者堅(jiān)守一線。我的心踏實(shí)了、情緒也穩(wěn)定了，所以我決定留在中國(guó)。雖然我不會(huì)治病也作不了什么大的貢獻(xiàn)，但我選擇留下也會(huì)給留學(xué)生釋放一個(gè)安全的信號(hào)。當(dāng)我們學(xué)校也開(kāi)始全力做好新冠肺炎預(yù)防工作時(shí)，我毫不猶豫地加入到學(xué)院的疫情防控隊(duì)伍。我相信中國(guó)的能力，中國(guó)政府這么重視，一定會(huì)解決這個(gè)“不速之客”。所以我選擇留在中國(guó)是對(duì)的。

中國(guó)早就成為我的第二故鄉(xiāng)了。想一想，2008年9月份我就來(lái)到中國(guó)，前前后后算起來(lái)我在中國(guó)生活了八九年。我也多多少少明白，中國(guó)人從不畏懼困難，是勤勞的人民，抗擊疫情他們沒(méi)有退縮。在1月下旬疫情防控伊始，留學(xué)生一個(gè)個(gè)問(wèn)我，我們回家好還是留在中國(guó)好呢？我建議學(xué)生：“最好的選擇是留在中國(guó)，一是疫情擴(kuò)散迅速；二是回家的路上被感染的可能性比較大；三是中國(guó)已經(jīng)開(kāi)始采取防控措施，疫情是可控的?！碑?dāng)時(shí)我們學(xué)校寒假?zèng)]有回家的留學(xué)生有166人，是學(xué)校疫情防控工作的重中之重，國(guó)際教育學(xué)院張國(guó)錦院長(zhǎng)帶隊(duì)立刻將假期值班升級(jí)為假期值守、制定了疫情防控工作方案，留學(xué)生公寓門(mén)口設(shè)置了體溫檢測(cè)、消殺洗護(hù)設(shè)備，老師們每天24小時(shí)輪流值班，保障留學(xué)生每天每日匯報(bào)健康狀況。我們學(xué)院的老師和留學(xué)生們一起采購(gòu)洗消用品和生活物資等。

I have lived, studied, and worked in China for many years. I have experienced a lot over the years: there were wind and rain, laughter and tears, grief, and suffering, but all of this has had a positive impact. The Chinese culture has quietly entered my life and changed it. When I first arrived, everything around me seemed strange, but now China is my second home, I love China as much as I love my family and my country.

Stay in China during the epidemic

I have celebrated many Spring Festivals in China, but the Spring Festival of 2020 was different and unforgettable. At this time, I heard the notification by the emergency prevention and control division about the pneumonia epidemic. I was so unaware of the severity of the COVID－19, but I also did not expect the outbreak to spread quickly in Lanzhou. On the news, I saw Chinese President Xi Jinping at a meeting to deploy the prevention and control workers for the epidemic. Then doctors and nurses rushed to Wuhan. Thousands of volunteers held the line. My heart was steady, and my mood stable,so I decided to stay in China. Although I cannot cure the disease or contribute much, I decided to remain as to give other students encouragement. When our school started doing necessary work on preventing the epdemic, I did not hesitate to join the college team. I believe that the Chinese Government attached great importance to fighting the virus. There was no doubt that the Government would solve it. So, I was right to choose to stay in China.

China is my second hometown. I came to China in September 2008.I lived in China for 8-9 years. I also more or less understand that the Chinese are not afraid of difficulties, they are one of the most hardworking people, and they are not scared to fight the epidemic.At the beginning of the epidemic outbreak in late January, students asked me whether they would go home or stay in China. I suggested to our students: “The best choice is to stay in China.” There were several reasons to say that: one was that the epidemic was spreading rapidly; another was that going home during the epidemic meant having a chance to be infected on the way; and finally, China had already begun to take preventive measures, so the spread of the outbreak was under control. At that time, 166 international students had not returned home during the winter holiday in our school.The Dean of the School of International Education, Ms. Zhang Guojin, immediately upgraded winter holiday duties to take turns 24/7 to ensure international students' safety during the epidemic period. Our team, including me, along with international students,purchased supplies and other goods.

2月初，我和部分留學(xué)生接受了新華社駐甘肅分社記者的采訪，我們用中文錄制了為中國(guó)加油打氣的小視頻，希望用我們自己的方式為中國(guó)加油，為武漢加油。蘭州交通大學(xué)校領(lǐng)導(dǎo)楊子江、李引珍和學(xué)校的領(lǐng)導(dǎo)干部多次到留學(xué)生公寓看望留學(xué)生，讓留學(xué)生感受到家庭的溫暖。尤其在2月26日，甘肅省副省長(zhǎng)張世珍頂著嚴(yán)寒來(lái)到學(xué)校檢查學(xué)校的疫情防控工作情況并慰問(wèn)留學(xué)生。張世珍副省長(zhǎng)親切詢問(wèn)了我和三名外教的情況，還發(fā)放了口罩、洗手液等防疫用品。中國(guó)政府領(lǐng)導(dǎo)非常重視我們外籍師生，這也讓我特別感動(dòng)。

在中國(guó)政府的正確領(lǐng)導(dǎo)下，3月底全中國(guó)的感染病例增長(zhǎng)情況穩(wěn)住了，留學(xué)生們情緒也穩(wěn)定了。全體留學(xué)生和工作人員實(shí)現(xiàn)了零感染。這次和大家共同奮斗、互相幫助，增進(jìn)師生感情，讓我十分敬佩和感動(dòng)。每個(gè)人的生活離不開(kāi)別人的幫助，因?yàn)樽匀唤绲娜魏问挛锒际瞧毡槁?lián)系的，沒(méi)有誰(shuí)能夠脫離周?chē)氖挛锒?dú)立存在，但接受別人的幫助的同時(shí)也要學(xué)會(huì)去幫助別人。雖然這次寒假很不同，但是這次與眾不同的經(jīng)歷讓我對(duì)生活工作有了全新的認(rèn)識(shí)。

可以在中國(guó)接受教育、發(fā)展，我心懷感激，我得以更好地了解中國(guó)的文化、歷史、藝術(shù)，最重要的是勤勞的中國(guó)人民！

非常感謝我的父母支持我來(lái)中國(guó)學(xué)習(xí)，支持我在中國(guó)發(fā)展自己的事業(yè)！

非常感謝所有參與新冠肺炎疫情防控的人們！

非常感謝所有抗擊疫情的英雄們，不顧自己的生命，為全世界的安全而奮斗！［Saryyeva Jahan，土庫(kù)曼斯坦籍，蘭州交通大學(xué)2013屆市場(chǎng)營(yíng)銷(xiāo)專(zhuān)業(yè)學(xué)士、中國(guó)石油大學(xué)（北京）2018屆企業(yè)管理專(zhuān)業(yè)碩士。2019年3月至今，就職于蘭州交通大學(xué)國(guó)際教育學(xué)院；甘肅省科技廳供稿］

In early February, some international students and I were interviewed by Xinhua News Agency at the Gansu branch. We recorded a small video in Chinese to cheer up China and Wuhan in our way. The school Leaders of Lanzhou Jiaotong University, Mr. Yang Zijiang, Mr.Li Yinzhen, and other leaders visited the apartments of international students several times so that international students could feel warmth and care. In particular, on February 26, Vice-Governor of Gansu Province, Mr. Zhang Shizhen, came to the school to check on the school's work to prevent and combat the epidemic. At the same time, he came to express his Care to international students. Vice-Governor Mr. Zhang Shizhen kindly asked the other three foreign teachers and me about the situation and issued masks, hand sanitizer,and other epidemic prevention supplies. The Chinese Government leaders attach great importance to our foreign teachers and students,which also makes me particularly touched.

Under the right leadership of the Chinese Government, infection cases throughout China stabilized at the end of March, the morale of international students maintained high. There were zero infections among international students and staff. This time everyone worked together, helped each other with epidemic prevention and control work, and this, in its turn, strengthened the feelings of teachers and students. The life of a person should not separate from helping others.Everything in nature is a universally connected whole. No one can be separated from the things around them and exist independently. But by accepting the help of others, you learn to help others. Although this winter vacation was quite different, it helped me to have a new understanding of life and work.

I want to take this opportunity to express my heartfelt gratitude to all:

First of all, I am very grateful for this golden opportunity to be highly educated and to develop my career in China and to have a deep understanding of Chinese culture, history, art, and, most importantly, to know how hardworking Chinese people live!

Secondly, thanks to my parents for supporting me in my studies and encouraging me to develop my career in China!

Thirdly, thanks to everyone who was actively involved in the prevention and control of the epidemic during COVID-19!

Lastly, thanks to all the heroes who fought against the epidemiological period of the COVID-19, risking their lives to save the world! [Author: SARYYEVA JAHAN, Turkmenistan. She has obtained Bachelor's Degree in Marketing from Lanzhou Jiaotong University and Master's Degree in Enterprise Management from China Petroleum University (Beijing). From March 2019 to present, she works at School of International Education, Lanzhou Jiaotong University.]